heyy.

the school cca points, or rather, LEAPS, system is so screwed up. the good just get better, and the not so good ones just become downright crap. alot of people are very upset over the cca points allocation, and that is a very clear indication of whether school is doing the right thing or not. i wont want to say too much but im also quite pissed. pissed as pertaining to suggestions that this cca points system may well be computated into our overall score for secondary four. this will definitely screw me up, to say the least. it is also not fair at all. i havent liked my cca much from the beginning till now, and i do not think that this opinion will change anytime soon as well. alright, i hate it. yeah.
i think that i need a new cca, and start afresh. chang-j from school asked me if i fancied having a go at the rugby team again today, and maybe i will take a look tomorrow at J's training. i dont feel like wasting my time on useless stuffs anymore. this school is definitely making lives kind of tough for all of us. maybe its because we are in secondary four, but then again, that doesnt explain and account for much at all. it is always when one shit goes, another starts to come again. we want to really concentrate fully and totally on our studies, but it is always such stuffs that and undo our work. Tons of projects, huge workloads, tough and difficult tests, screwed up actitivities, uninspiring lessons. that is just to name a few. i hope things can really look up. for now we are all just ploughing through with really minimal joy.
seriously i dont need to type so much.
just one word sums up about everything: fuck.